I have had stuff in my head that I cannot share here, making blogging impossible. I am unable to talk around an issue so I just said niks. Interestingly I picked up 2 new followers in the week I am silent...now THAT tells a story huh?
This week has seen me wrestling with facets of who I am that I had not previously given airtime to ponder. I dont like thinking to hard about anything and this week has reminded me that I was RIGHT to cop that attitude. It stuffs you up badly and before you know it ... you look in that mirror and wonder who the HELL is staring back at you. Not fun.
If you are confused by this post - stand in line. I wrote it and I still cant figure it out.
Thank God for Hooli. (I say it again) In the moments that were just too uncomfortable, he was there to draw me in and focus my attention on the important stuff.
Like building houses and knocking them over. And laughing so hard you fart (him, not me!).
Always good to keep perspective. I seem to be saying that far too regularly these days....
11 comments:
I am very confused, so I am just going to send you a big ( ) (Thats a hug, kay??) x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x
Perchance that you decided to keep Hooli home?
I think not
LOVE the clip - its fabulous!
Imagine looking back at that when he's 20
Hang in there girl. You'll get through whatever's messing with your brain. Life sometimes do get complicated (I KNOW!!!) but not without reason - and nothing that with the help of God you won't be able to figure out!. :)
Laugh until you fart? Don't think my Dh will be enthralled with that coming from me?
I did miss you this week, but am going through stuff myself.
Thanks guys...just to clarify for STEF...I did not do the farting dear. My name is not Cameron Diaz....
Hi my friend!!!!
Well, your post comes at the right time in my life as well..... I understand what your post is about, and so do you deep inside. I have not been blogging for exactly the same reason and have also been wondering who and what my porpouse in life is... Just hang in there and go with what you heart tells you. Just being around Hooli will clear your perspective.
Why do you think me is a doing the homeschool thang.... I have learnt so much about myself and my daughter...
All I can do is send you {{hugs}} and lots of love. You will get through it, that is one certainty.
((hugs))
Hooli is a cutie pie :)
You'll get through whatever's messing with your brain. Life sometimes do get complicated
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Hi Mel. Hey, we all go a little bit wobbly sometimes, so please know you're not alone in feeling sad or confused or slightly lost. Seems to me you're going through a phase of some kind, probably moving from one place to another even if you don't realize it. In my experience, the "next" place is always better, probably because you suffered a little to get there. You hang in there, girl; we're all thinking of you.
That video is adorable. Hooli's laugh must make everything brighter in the moment. :-)
Hope all these confusing issues sort themselves out soon.... fortunately they usually do!
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